Posted in Family, PERSONAL, poetry



You have wings yet can’t be able to fly

An angel but an enemy to your kind.

You fight for what you believe is right

Yet they believe you’re a threat to their lives.

A force to be reckoned with

A villain to beat.

How does it feel to be you?

To be thrown out  by your clan and  sister too

To be devoured by loathe

To be engulfed by darkness

How does it feel to live in vengeance?

How does it feel to be a fallen angel?


Fall Apart Today


“I wish I wasn’t so fragile…

Because I know that I’m not easy to handle.”


Fall Apart Today by Schuyler Fisk



“Hm I’ve always lived my life in a very structured and planned way. I never had a rebellious teenage phase. I’ve always wanted to live a little more in the moment and do things more spontaneously. I admire people like that. I think in life you need a balance of these things. I think it satisfies a part of your soul that can’t get satisfaction otherwise. I’m surrounded by people like me who rarely take risks and live very safe, predictable lives. The only excitement there is, is mostly predictable and safe. And you… you’re the antithesis of me. Oddly, something I look up to and admire. People here subscribe to social norms and try to fit in. But you don’t care. You say you’re shy and quiet person? I think shy and quiet people are the most interesting to talk to! “ -Park

Posted in PERSONAL


“Comparisons are easily done once you’ve had the taste of perfection. “

Weeks ago I decided to listen to all  the 969 songs stored at my phone with these three rules written in my mind :

*don’t skip a song
*shuffle off
*don’t cheat yourself😂

That’s it !  I started listening from letter A and  ended with “T”…
“T”?????? 😄;) yes “T” !
Oh well ofcourse I have songs on my list that start with letters U-Z but I wasn’t able to finish listening to all of them BECAUSE… I forgot to include the
to my rules 😅😂 That’s  probably  the main reason why I failed  the challenge.

“You said move on where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know”

Voila!  I got a last song syndrome again 😄 I’m still stuck on this song for a couple of days now. Can’t blame myself though..  This is a beautiful song. The intense emotion in every lyric is so vivid to the point where I even wondered what was Katy Perry’s thinking when she wrote this. Had she gone through a similar situation ? Or maybe she’s just too brilliant to compose a soul and yet a very powerful song like this. A story teller indeed  who has the ability to touch people’s heart with her music 🙂

“How do I get better once I’ve had the best? You said there’s tons of fish in the water so the waters I will test.”

Ugh!  I should quit thinking ^^ I’m just gonna enjoy this song as long as I want to.  😂 Besides, the other T-Z songs can  wait I guess. 😆